Sunday, February 10, 2008

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I had a mini panic attack at the gym which basically consists of me thinking about a gazillion things and then freaking out internally. You would probably never even known what I was going through because I don't think it really shows. I was able to get out of bed this morning without a problem and get to the gym. I did weights for 30 minutes and then I really just wanted to go home. Instead I forced myself onto the treadclimber where I stayed for the next 60 minutes. One of the things I am struggling with is trying to get the work/life/gym balance. Sometimes I feel like if I am not working out for hours it's not worth it or I am cheating myself. None of which is really true. Other things going through my mind were class work and how I feel like I haven't really been keeping up and I have an assignment due tomorrow. I think this whole graduation thing right around the corner is freaking me out a bit.

I got my car fixed and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Yesterday was a lazy day. I did buy a really cute Valentine Day card kit at target yesterday and made 2 of the 8 cards. I watched a little Flight of the Concords and went to bed early.

On tap for today is dodgeball practice, grocery store, and homework! What fun!

2 comments:

No Where to Run ... said...

i totally have this problem too. you are working out and all you can think about is other things you need to be doing. and then you start to think that your workout isn't worthwhile at all anyway because it's not long enough...blah blah blah. i hate it! it's just my mind playing tricks on me. you're doing great...just keep plugging through!

Sarah said...

Glad to know I am not the only one who does this :)