Blah! Another fat day. Please make it go away. Pretty please????

Today, just felt like a "fat day." I picked out an outfit that used to be one of my favorites, but it just doesn't fit right anymore. It was pretty simple: a pair of jeans, a black v neck t, and a striped zip up hoodie sweater. The black shirt was too big and the sweater, just doesn't feel right anymore. I did get a complement on the sweater though. Even though my clothes were too big, I still felt fat. Hopefully that was just a one day thing and I will wake up feeling awesome! =) I gained 1 lb this week so that puts me back at 245. I really am not suprised considering all the crap I ate over the past week. So maybe I will actually lose this next week if I stay on plan. I did have mexican tonight, but other than that splurge, I did amazingly well food wise. I even made it to the gym for an hour this morning before work! That was no easy task considering I was there before 7:30 AM. I think Tuesday and Thursday will be my early work out days.

Gorge is coming up and it would be so exciting if I managed to lose instead of gain for the 5 days I am in WA.

School starts tomorrow and I allready packed my lunch and got my oatmeal packet out for breakfast. I work from 8:30-12:30 and then class from 1:00-3:15. I will come back to my apartment for a little bit and probably take a nap. Then back to campus for a business thing with free food!!! I am sooo looking forward to the pinapple and strawberries that I know they will have!

ok I need to get some sleep before my big day tomorrow.

Man oh Man have I been slacking off! I really need to start keeping track of my points. When I don't I tend to maintain instead of lose. Not exactly the plan. I have had some pretty intense craving over the past few days. I also need to count out my portions and not just grab from the bag. I did have Wendy's this week. However, I haven't had fast food in a while. I find myself eating less and less of it. I no longer go get fast food when I don't know what to have for dinner. I will find something to make myself. School starts on Wednesday and I am really excited to get back on a schedule so I will have some structure to my life again. My goals for this week are to count out portion sizes, stay within my points range and excercise Monday-Thursday and Saturday and Sunday!

I am off to bed!