Friday, August 31, 2007

Sorry to be a downer...

but I just need to get it out and I don't really have anyone else to tell.

I am seriously independent.

I have internal self confidence issues, although if you ask many people who know me they will tell you that I am one of the most confident and assertive people they know.

Despite my confidence, I feel I am not quite good enough and I will question and doubt myself A LOT.

I HATE crying. I did it a lot when I was younger and now I almost view it as a sign of weakness.

I have trust issues, but at the same time I will believe what almost anyone tells me.

I hate feeling needy.

I like to be in control and I hate feeling like things are out of control.

The end by me.