but I just need to get it out and I don't really have anyone else to tell.
I am seriously independent.
I have internal self confidence issues, although if you ask many people who know me they will tell you that I am one of the most confident and assertive people they know.
Despite my confidence, I feel I am not quite good enough and I will question and doubt myself A LOT.
I HATE crying. I did it a lot when I was younger and now I almost view it as a sign of weakness.
I have trust issues, but at the same time I will believe what almost anyone tells me.
I hate feeling needy.
I like to be in control and I hate feeling like things are out of control.
The end by me.