Sunday, July 17, 2005

I have had a pretty good week and a pretty good weekend. I made it to the gym 6 days in a row. I took yesterday off to give myself a break even though I really wanted to go. I have started working out in the mornings before I go to work. This means waking up at the ass crack of dawn so I can work out as long as I want to. Tomorrow will start my third week of doing this. I usually work out in the mornings on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. On Tuesdays and Thursdays I workout in the evenings afterwork. However, this week I am going to have to work out everyday in the morning because I have some concerts and a movie to go to this week.

I am really having some emotional/mental issues dealing with some new attention that I have been recieving when I go out. A year and a half ago this would have never happened. I also wasn't going out nearly as much as I am now. Basically guys are starting to notice me more and I am not really sure how to deal with it. So, in Sarah's way of dealing I have pretty much been a bitch to them. Probably not the best way to deal with it, but that's what I have been doing. Also, I am struggling with the fact that I had admired someone from afar like 2 years ago and now he has started talking to me. But you know what? He is definitly not worth my time. Basically I looked hott last night. I felt good about myself and had a good time with my girls.

My goal is to lose 10 lbs by the time I go to Red Rocks in September and see a bunch of people I haven't seen in a year.

I am not really sure this post made any sense at all to anyone but myself.