So I essentially took two months off. I did not go to the gym regularly and I did not eat very well either. I used to take breaks from eating well, but I would continue going to the gym and I was ok. I now know that I can't do that.
I love the gym and it makes me sad that I stopped going, because now my muscles are all out of whack. I feel so worthless doing weights now, because I am nowhere near able to do what I used to do. It was so bad that last well I was almost embarrassed to lift at all.
My clothes aren't fitting right and I am so stubborn that I don't want to buy new ones. At least my skirts from last summer fit (thank god the weather is getting warmer!).
I am slowly getting back on top of things. I am trying to make working out a priority. I am trying to eat better, but sometimes it is just so hard. I started journaling again yesterday. I have gone over points both yesterday and today. I have to start back somehwere though.
The dress that I wore in January, that fit well, BARELY fits now =(
I am sorry this post is such a downer, but in other news I am some really awesome vegetable orzo pasta last night. I sauted some broccoli slaw ( I forze it because there was no way I was going to use it before it went bad), frozen peppers, and mushrooms with a little olive oil. I then added chicken broth and dumped in the orzo and let it cook. I also added some frozen spinach and red pepper flake. Yum! I will definitly be making this one again.
