It's happened. I have turned into that girl who got a little lonely and a tad depressed because her boyfriend was out of town. I thought I would NEVER be like that. So it started when I got home Tuesday night and had the place to myself. If Zach had been in town I would have been over at his place. He called about 10:20 and we talked for more then 20 minutes on the phone about our days. (He calls me every night when he stops for the evening.) I really didn't want the phone call to end. About an hour later I was really missing him a lot so I sent him a text letting him know. He then sent me back the cutest text and of course I was missing him still. I went to bed and just did not feel like getting up in the morning. So I slept in until about 11 AM. I got up and played dress up (my version of trying on all the clothes in my closet to see how they fit or don't fit). Then thank god a friend called and I met her up for lunch and we went to the mall. I think I was just alone for the first time for a good period of time when I normally would have been with him and it was a little hard. I told him about it last night and of course he told me not to do that/or feel that way and I know I shouldn't. It also sounds like he had a pretty lonely day on Hwy 1 in Canada. He saw lots of wildlife in the ROAD. He has also changed his itinerary. He is no longer riding to Prudhoe Bay. Instead he will spend a few days riding around Alaska. He told me he never wants to go on a trip like this by himself. Ah, I miss him so much, but on the upside it looks like he might be home 3 days early!!!
I know this really wasn't a weight loss related post, but I just needed to get it out that I really miss him and it hasn't even been a week. I still have a little over a week before he comes back if he comes back early
Here's the question: what do you change? Whom do you call that you haven't spoken to in years? Whom do you realize has been toxic to your heart and drop with surprising ease? What trips do you cancel, and what trips do you book? What can't you be bothered with anymore? What's the new you like? Think about that, and then ask one more question. Why not just change it all right now?-- John Mayer
Thursday, July 05, 2007
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
Success!
I have no clue what the scale will say tomorrow, but I did have a successful weekend! I drove up Saturday morning to Indianapolis to see my beloved John Mayer. It was well worth the 4+ hour drive for the show and to hang with one of my good friends. I went to the grocery store the night before and bought snacks. Not the healiest items, but at least I was prepared. I took light pringles, mini teddy grahams, apples, and a little trail mix. This is the huge accomplishment for the weekend: I stayed within my points range yesterday AND today AND I excercised each day! Yesterday I got up early and went on a 40 minute walk in the neighborhood. Today I word my gym clothes so I didn't even need to come home when I got back to town. I drove straight to the gym and worked out for a good hour and a half. I ate out yesterday too! I got a greek salad, dressing on the side and french onion soup. I should have said no cheese, but it was so yummy and worth the points!
I weigh in tomorrow so look for another update.
I weigh in tomorrow so look for another update.
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