and I will be back late Sunday night :)
I removed my last post about the break up. While it was pretty therapeutic to write it, there are some pretty personal things I didn't want to leave out there forever. We had some good times, we had some bad times, and now it's over.
I am amazed at how I have handled this. While probably not the best, I have thrown myself into work and the gym. I also have done something with other people every night since he broke up with me. Some friend and I went out to dinner last night and then I went to see Bloc Party. I have never heard them before, but I just wanted to do something. I am so glad I went. I had a blast. I did not know one song, but the friends I was with were so awesome and really LOVED the music.
In other news I re-joined my kickball team. I will now be playing on Wednesday nights. I'll missed the first 2 games and I'll miss tonight, but it will be good. It looks like I am going to see Josh Rouse and Ryan Adams. Previously I had talked about controlling my spending. I just need to get out and hang out with people. If that means spending $30 on a concert I am ok with it.
I had a meeting with my professor yesterday instead of class. It is amazingly scary when someone else believes in you and your ideas more than yourself, but at the same time really, really, exciting. I have a lot on my plate right now and I just need to find motivation to keep up with it all.
Thank you all for your support! It has meant so much to me.
