The weekends are always hard for me. I have worked out 6 days this week, which I don't think I have ever done. It is almost becoming in obsession which could become a bad thing. I talked to one of my friends on the tennis team today who also gives tennis lessons. I told him I wanted to take lessons this summer. I think he would just charge me the court fee which is really cool!

Somehow I think all my problems will be magically solved if I become thinner, but I know that is not the case. I think the one thing I desire the most is a relationship. I know, I know it will come with time, when I am ready for it, don't rush it, blah, blah,blah, blah, blah. I just want it now damn it!

I splurged and had a huge burger today. I will be lucky if I lose on Tuesday. I feel like I have gone over points multiple days this week. In fact I know I have.

I am just in a crappy mood right now.

I had an awesome work out yesterday! 40 minutes on the elliptical. 1 hour on the treadmill and 15 minutes of free weights! I had Atlanta Bread Company with my roomate. Bread kills me!!!! I didn't go over points, but did I really need those 2 rolls or that blueberry cream cheese muffin? No, no I didn't, but they were damn good!
I am going out to dinner at the crub cafe (on campus place) and I will probably get a grilled chicken sandwhich or a taco salad with no shell. I am looking forward to my workout tomorrow!

So a 1 pound loss is way better than a gain. I thought for sure with all the crap that I had eaten over the past 4 days I was sure to gain, but I will take the 1 lb loss and run with it =)

Yeah, just got back from going out to lunch. Totally was not planning on going out to lunch today, but when the guy I liked asked me to lunch of course I wasn't going to say no. I had a grilled chicken sandwich and a few potato chips, I think I made a wise decision considering what I could have had.

Also, a guy stopped by our table saying that I looked like Picabo Street. hahahahaha. He asked me if I got that a lot. Nope. that was the first time probably the last too. It was good for a laugh though.

Today has been an awesome day points wise! I am right on track and I have been drinking all my water. I did the elliptical for 30 minutes and the treadmill for another 30. I also did some free weights. I wanted to do more, but I was just so tired!

Ok, yesterday I started thinking about some of my favorite foods. At one time I would eat them like I was never going to be able to eat them again. So I ate WAY too much. I thought it would be fun to list them in no particular order:

Tidewater Fettucini St. Tropez
Tidewater Bread
Dick's Deluxe
Dick's French Fries
Red Robin California Chicken Burger
Red Robin Fries
Red Robin BLTA
Tudor's Biscuit World Sausage Biscuit
Atlanta Bread Company Oriental Chicken Salad
Oreos
My mom's homemade toffee
My mom's sugar cookies
Chilli's Chicken Cesar Pita
Chilli's queso dip
World Wrap's Chicken Cesar Wrap
La Spada potatoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
La Spada chicken!!!!!!!!
La Spada Pasta Salamone!!!!!!
Ben and Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie

That is all I can think of right now. I will post more as they come to me. Now the majority of these are resteraunt foods that I love. Just because I haven't listed a lot of home made things doesn't mean I don't enjoy home cooking =)

Ahh, my eating habits have been out of control!!!! The birtday cake and cookie cake need to leave the apartment and not through my mouth! Besides those little splurges I have been doing well. I went to the gym today. I did 25 minutes on the elliptical and 1 hour and 5 minutes on the treadmill. I also did some free weights too! But man am I sore today! I can tell it is going to be a good week. One in which I get back on track! I also know it is going to be stressful, but I can handle it. I have my new skirt as the ultimate goal! That's all for now!