Monday, March 03, 2008

Plans: Sometimes they all fall apart

So my plans for tonight aren't going to happen. We touched based earlier this evening. I called left a voice mail and he hasn't returned my call. It is now storming outside and I am just not feeling it even if he does call me back. Plus I am starting to get mildly stressed out. I have a portion (only 2-3 pages) of a group paper to write. But I have no motivation. I am sure my group members are cursing me, but for the most part, they can all do their part without my part. Have I told you all how much I hate group papers? Well I do. They never are written as well as individual papers and trying to edit one suuuuuuuuuuucks. I am sure you all are tired of hearing about my procrastination, but come April 30, it will all be over!

So today instead of going to the gym as planned during lunch, I went to lunch at Panera. I am pretty proud of myself for my lunch choice. I got the black bean soup and the sourdough baguette. Usually I get the You Pick Two, but I wasn't extremely hungry. I also had a small sample of some cinnamon bread.

Since I went out to lunch instead of the the gym I had to really motivate myself to go to the gym after work. The weather this afternoon was looking a little stormy, so a walk outside wasn't a good idea. I was planning on walking on the treadmill, but they were all full. So I hopped on the elliptical for 65 minutes breaking out into a nice sweat.

I cam home ate some oatmeal and tangelos because I really had no motivation to prepare anything that required effort. I actually think I am going to go to bed soon. I would love to get up early and write part of my paper in the morning or afternoon.

Besides all that I am just in sort of a blah mood. I am not really sure what it is up, but the sooner I snap out of it, the better.

1 comment:

Carleen said...

maybe its just a case of the Mondays?? I was feeling similarly...

hope you have a better week