Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Last night and this morning were rough. Eating has not been good. I think I am getting ready to start. I seriously just want to lose 10 more lbs. And as hard as I think this will be, I really think I need to cut off all communication with the ex. Yesterday I started thinking of the way things were when they were good, but then I remembered how they were towards the end. I think it is just too hard on me and I don't like the way I feel after we e-mail. It's rainy and all I want to do is crawl back into bed.