Sunday, April 19, 2009

Trying to get back into the swing of things

I am trying to get back into the swing of things, but this week has been hard. There has just been a lot going on and I am trying to make sense of it all. Nothing horrible or anything like that, just a lot of stuff to think about. And of course weight loss/body image is always on the mind. I wish it wasn't. I wish I was completely comfortable in my skin and wonder if that day will ever come. Sometimes I feel like I want to be in a relationship SO badly, but then I think about if I am not 100% happy with myself how could anyone else be happy with me?

So I am leaving work early and heading to Alabama to see the Dave Matthews Band. I hope the drive is worth it. I have to be nearing 80 shows soon. Ugh. That is entirely way too many.

Have a great week everyone!


kaseybobasey said...

Ah, to live your life. Concerts to comfort a troubled mind. So lucky!

You're doing great, I'm sure! Stay focused on everything and you'll be fine and the stress will melt away! :)

nathan said...

You'll have to let us know how they're doing without Leroi. And what the new songs sound like. I really hope there are no more albums like Stand Up.

Mary Jameson said...


Losing weight can be easily done..if you really, really want to.Its a combination of willpower and desire to become thinner. I should know..I went from 240 lbs to 130 lbs..and I feel so much better for it.

Don't give up..If you'd like to know what I did, read my blog...

John said...

I used to wonder, too, whether anyone could be happy with me if I wasn't 100% happy with myself--you know, the ol' you can't love someone else until you love yourself. I'm no longer convinced of the truth of this.