Let Go

So today started out well and got progressively worse. I just let it all out to my mom in the form of bitching and crying to her on the phone. I realize I can bitch about it or actually do something about. I am choosing the later. I just need to figure out what it is I actually want to do.

A few things.
I did not go to the gym today.
I ate brown lunch- fried chicken, french fries, and texas toast for lunch.
Don't even get me started on my job.
All of the sudden I am really nervous about my dental surgery tomorrow.

Some of the better things:
I was having a cute today. I wasn't going to post the picture, but I think I owe it to myself:



I heard Cameron Sinclair speak this evening. I introduced myself to him, he had commented on my facebook status last week and he told me he was hoping he would get to meet me. Here is a guy who is doing something he loves. His passion is evident. I want and need that passion in my life. I heart Cameron and the work he is doing.

Remember the 81 year old lady I had dinner with on Saturday? And drank old fashioneds with? She left me a voice mail to tell me she is thinking about me and hope my surgery goes well tomorrow.

Ok, so while I was talking to my mom she said I need to find 5 things each day that I am thankful/grateful for. I have 3 and now I need to come up with two more...

My mom. I have no clue what I would do without her.

And you all. You guys rock. Thank you for being there and thank you for coming back!

"I wanna let go and know I'll that all be all right, all right." Matt Nathanson how I love you. And a sixth thing I am thankful for: I get to see him on Saturday night!