Please Excuse Me While I Whine

I really do need some cheese to go with my whine.

I just want things to be easy. It's funny how I felt so awesome getting ready for work this morning and now I feel like poo. I put on one of my favorite white skirts with a sleeveless black knit turtleneck and black sandals. I look awesome, but I don't feel awesome.

I just read part of the article about Ricki Lake's wightloss this morning at the gym. It has taken her almost 20 years to get down to the weight she is currently at. I have only been at this 3.5 years and I am itching to be at a weight I am comfortable with. My body has been hovering around 200 for the past year or so. I have been as much as 10 pounds down and a few pounds over. I am not denying myself anything and I am working out, but not religously. I know what I need to do. I just need to do it.

I am not sure it is helpful, although it is comoforting, that I have found a guy who likes me for me. Oh, and he is taking me to Denver to see the Police in June =)