Mom it's my birthday!!! Today I am 22! And I weigh 236!!! I can't even remember when I weighed 236. I fit into a size 16 skirt from the Gap this weekend too! So what if it was stretch and just a little tight. I bought the skirt and I will be rockin' it soon enough. Purple corduroy for $12.99. I can't wait till I can fit into everything there! I even made it to the gym this morning and did the elliptical for an hour =) I am off to get ready for class. Sorry for the lack of posting, I have been quite busy over the past week. Hopefully I can update more this week!

239, that is what was on the scale this morning and I am ok with it. I have been eating amazingly well the past few days and I know a loss will hopefully come next week. I made it to the gym this morning before 6:30. I got in a good hour of studying while I was on the elliptical. Tomorrow I will go in the evening. I am off to class in a few. Ciao!

I had a melt down last night and totally binged! I should have just gone to bed. I would only say I ate about 12 points, but that is still 12 more points then I needed. After crying for a little bit this morning (unrelated to the binge) I went to the gym and I am feeling great! I had to FF eggo waffles for breakfast. I was on the elliptical for 35 minutes at 10 resistance. I got on the treadmill and walked for 40 minutes at 4.0 MPH and at a 3 incline. When I got back I made a grilled cheese and had some tater tots. I know my food today hasn't been the most weel rounded, but I am doing the best I can. At dinner I plan to get a couple of servings of veggies and some protien! Yumm!

I am a little worried on Tuesday I might not be 239 any more. I am worried that I will have gained. I really don't want to gain anymore =(

My goals for this week are to go to the gym Tuesaday-Sunday and to not eat at the curb cafe. When I eat there, I always go WAY over my points!

Just because I can fit into, say a size 18 pair of jeans, doesn't mean they look good on me. I tried on a size 18 pair of jeans I got from NY and Company at the begin of the summer because they were $8 and the look awful! I have huge thight and these Jeans are just not flattering. I didn't know whether to cry because I can fit into them or to cry because they looked so awful on my body. argh!