Ok, this is going to be boring, but starting tomorrow I will be posting my food journal here. Hopefully it will keep me more accountable and maybe my readers (do I really have any?) might get some ideas or they can offer some suggestions. I am actually looking forward to this.

I am addicted to trying on clothes. Last Tuesday I was 236. I am not going to let myself try on any of the clothes in my closet that "just don't fit yet" until I lose 10 more lbs and I am 226 lbs. Hopefully this will provide me with enough insentive to get my butt in gear!

I am not losing weight at all right now. I guess I should be happy that I am not gaining. It is really hard because I feel like I want to eat everything right now. I am still going to the gym so that is my one saving grace right now. When I look at my weight loss journey thus far I am actually pretty happy that I am not losing as fast as I once. was. My body is adjusting and I have learned a completly different lifestyle. I sitll want junk every once in a while, but I am now eating foods that are much healthier for me like fruits and veggies.

Why couldn't I just cut all this fat off my body without plastic surgery????

man things are a little rough weight loss wise right now, but I am still in the game. The month of October brought a total combined loss of 0 pounds! Now, this isn't great, but at the same time I am extatic to have not gained. On Tuesday I was 236. I really need to work on my eating habits for the rest of the week.

Tonight I am going to watch the OC and eat Chinese food with my roomate. I can't wait for October to be over with so there won't be as much Halloween candy around.

Things are going very well. I have gotten back into the swing of going to the gym and I love it! I am also eating a lot better (i.e. I am getting my dairy in and fruits and veggies!). I just got back from 1 1/2 hours at the gym. I was there for 2 hours yesterday. It had been so long since I spent that much time there, but it was great. Hopefully the clothes that are a little snug will be fitting in no time! Halloween is a hard time though because of all the candy and yummy snacks. I am definitly using portion control. I will still allow myself to have sweets and such, but only in moderation. However at work on Friday I had about 5 fun size pieces of candy that I so did not need. Oh well. Have a great evening everybody!